This morning, I tendered my resignation from work effective August 5. I wanted enough time to clean up my files and hand over my programs. Instead I was called in to talk to the boss and told that my resignation was effective today. So that sucked.

I’ve got student loans (massively irresponsible of me, I know) and I’ll find something soon. I’m young and able-bodied and have lots of resources. It remains to be seen what effect this will have on my depression/anxiety and sense of self-esteem. I think it may depend on whether I can motivate myself to clean and do shit around the house and edit the book and really for serious look for a job or if I just collapse in on myself. Right now it’s looking like 70/30 against, but we’ll see.